That's why I always scape when my father tries to get me in the church. I feel a greater force, a conscious force (I really don't like the word "God"), but organizated religion drives me nuts! I simply can't feel good in there. The whole place, premise aside, is plaged by human's bad features, I feel it in my bones, and it bothers me.
I feel people that loathe other religions, and even loathe other christian denominations, holding a hideous competitive feeling. There is the horrible "my religion is the right one, and all the others will burn in hell!" feeling, the "if I work for God he'll make my life better" feeling. I can feel that from some of the most "devouted" members of the church.
Also the fact they ask you to adapat yourself, your own personal way, into their ways. The music, the dancing, the talk... it's demanded from you, not directly, but subtely, that you throw away your own persona and melt in the mass.
It's too disgusting for me. Far too.
I really admire and respect the few ones who can go in there, and filter out all the BS, and get only the benefits of it (in reare, very rare times, I could feel incrediblely good in a church). But I'm not able of doing that all the time...
I really devised from the discussion by posting a particular view, and experience. But... maybe it's this the spirituality's true purpose. To be a particular experience, not an all-or-nothing philosophical debate. We (the mankind AND the forum members) are far too small, and far too young to be discussing such things. No matter how many books one read, or how many years one devoted into the subject. There's not enough basis for discussing things as big and complex as the universe, or life.
Even if you guys say (and get proud of) making up ideas by yourself, it's unlikely you did anything more than developing upon things you learned, things someone teched, things you read (and someone wrote).
Racketboy said that he has faith on something he doesn't know about, while people who have faith on science base their fate on "feasible facts", observations and data collected by humans. But Racketboy also base his faith upon "feasible facts". After all, he surely had absorved some "facts", as data that led him to accept his religion.
Maybe the fact that he was raised by religious parents. The fact that his parents believed in that religion could be enough to make him accept it. Maybe the fact that the bible is thousands of years old. Maybe the fact our calendar is based upon Jesus'. Maybe the fact history shows that Jesus really existed. Maybe the fact that millions of other people follow the same religion, and millions of people, over thousand of yeras, can't be wrong, right? And many others "facts", that aren't enough to validade that religion, or maybe that definition of God, entirely, but were enough to make them look true to his eyes.
Sorry if I offended someone, or if it seems I'm taking sides, but I'm not: I'm using this as an example to tell that both sides in this discussion are equivocated. We all are following other people's paths, no matter how strongly we deny it. Just stop by a second and evaluate your acknowledge (or you "lack of"). With rare expections, it's possible to trace them back to things you learned somewhere in the past. Did anyone here found about the existance and properties of DNA themselves? Did anyone here deducted earth is an sphere, before they were told so? Did the fact lotsa people we live with, and we respect, believe in something (science, religion, doesn't matters) had ZERO effect on our beliefs (or disbeliefs)?
It's impossible for us to get to an conclusion, because by sitting here, chatting, and reading books, and researching the net or whatever, will never come up with a full, real, view of the subject. Even if we come up with something pretty logic that makes sense, how could we proof it, if we can't reproduce the "experiment"? If we are limited to the small glimpse of reality our brains are capable of reproducing in it's memory, that's not the actual reality, but a mere reducted representation of it, so we can "understand" it?
And in the very end, if one manages to prove their view, there's still the task of CONVINCING the other side of their view, something that is unlikely to happen. No matter how strong are the evidences, most people are hard headed, and their minds will often twist the reality to make it fit their inner reality, so it won't hurt.
It's useless. This post too, as it'll be proven further...