I have read the thread, and judging from other peoples comments, they have too. Most seem quite anoyed with you. If your so sure about yourself why are you so afraid about being banned for?
Regarding your proof, at best you have one or two people who remember it one way, and a bunch of people who remember it otherwise. Even at best, you still shot yourself in the foot by being so blatantly rude and starting to resort to wild name calling and other childish shit like this avatar thing. NOT ONCE did I recall Cecilia ever responding to you with any less respect, nor did she ever resort to name calling or anything else. While everyone has disagreements, she has always addressed people with the utmost respect, and she has been here a hell of a lot longer than you. At every moment, she has turned a blind eye from your childish actions and has followed up your comments and criticisms with respect and objective points.
On top of that, even after you decided to try and drag her into the mud by not responding to her comments respectably, and by saying all sorts of things about her which has absolutely no baring or contributing factor to the conversation, you pull a stunt like this by bringing this mud slinging to the main forum with all this avatar shit. Even after being treated in such a way, she still hasn't spoken a SINGLE nasty or deflimating word to you. Not once has she pull any of the cheap stunts and sucker punches you have. And if you ask anyone who has been around for a long time like SkankinMonkey, or even anyone who has had a disagreement with her, they will attest as well as me, that she has NEVER responded or talked with the lack of respect you have paid her. If anything I think more people are upset with the way you addressed her than the actual matter itself. I know I am.